I knew breastfeeding was going to be hard and kind of painful. Also I understand that there is a sisterhood of breastfeeding moms out there, but I’m not one of them. For me it’s personal…very personal. It’s a time for me and little Z to bond and that’s the way it should be. I do not really want to discuss my methods or my experiences with family, friends or strangers. I don’t want emails from them about breastfeeding or books or for them to talk to their friends about me and my boobs. And I think I have that right like I said my boobs my choice!